George Orwell once said 'During the times of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act' , and so here we still are, in this time of Universal deceit, when lying has become second nature, and the truth a mere profanity.
Lies, complex webs of them shadow our existence, as we slowly but surely build our lives around them. Weak, broken, ugly-hearted, dishonest people, going through life without any credibility, losing their identity, hiding behind the persona they created, a different person every day, like they are suffering from a dissociative identity disorder. Do they even know who they are? Who knows, who ever will? So many lies come out of their mouth it's a wonder if they even remember what the truth is.
What a sad existence, living like nothing and no one touches you. How sad it must be to lose people who love you, again and again because you just cannot wrap you head around reality, so caught up in the one you created.
How lonely might it really feel inside, I'd like to ask you, but I know you won't answer. You're just a shell of a being, empty on the inside. You think you comprehend the meaning or importance of words like 'love' or 'trust' , I couldn't begin to explain how little you know. Ignorant, selfish bastard, open a fucking dictionary before using words you know nothing about, 'cause that's pretty much all you can grasp, a dictionary meaning of the emotion, the sentiment escapes you.
Liar, you filthy liar, you've perfected the art of illusion, just like a actor you recite your well practised lines, like a poet you know which words to choose to make your poem beautiful.
Beautiful sad little boy, your background left you broken, so you brake everyone you see standing, it left you faithless, so you take away others faith. Do you feel better? Cheer up, they could probably name a hurricane after you, you destroy everything you come in contact with, you leave a wreck behind you.
Sadistic, that is what you are, you get of on peoples pain, you lure them in with your sweet innocent angelic mask, you lull them with your sweet siren song.. It takes a while to hear the screeching truth, the echoing screams that make your ears bleed. And when that time comes, you cover ears, try to block the sound, but it pierces your brain, it blinds you with it's light, burns you with it's heat. You can't hide for too long, can you? Your pretty exterior cannot possibly cover up your rotten inside.
Heartless bastard, you know nothing about life, you just walk through it covered in your blanket of lies, your little protective bubble of deceit.
You're senseless denseness will get you heartbroken one day, and your pain will be magnified by a hundred, I swear, the pain you have caused will brake you. You'll feel it all at once, every heartbroken wail, painful cry that came out of my mouth will pierce your dirty soul. You'll drown in the tears I shed for you. You'll suffocate from my breathless sobs.
How dare you say I'm sorry, such a meaningless word coming from your mouth. Every sentiment loses it's meaning when you speak it. Such a waist of time you were, precious time, that will never come back. such a waste.
The truth is I don't even hate you, no, it's not an accurate enough word, I despise you, in the most loving way. Truth, if you can even fathom the meaning of such a word.
No I don't wish you anything bad, despite that, I wish you all the best, because knowing you, you'll break you're own heart ruining it. You deserve your luck.
So, yes, I pray your life is sweet you fucker, damn you!
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