And here I am again in the same place where I began, looking beneath my ashes.Well, you see my dear I didn't know that you would come so suddenly and tear me apart. I can't say that you are one of a kind because you aren't, you aren't anything special or so unique. When i first met you you didn't take my breath, I didn't feel the butterflies like I used to before with others, but for some reason you grew inside me. You made yourself something like a necessity for me and I kinda hate that. But you know, this is who I am.. a little weirdo fighting my feelings,killing them before they root inside me.
I first met you on a particular night that i fail to remember or I don't want to remember because I don't want to make you appear special. It wasn't magical, oh my darling, it was far from that. Anyway... I thought that you could put up with my darkness. I thought that you could make it go away with your shiny shitty armor. How wrong I was for one more time. I know what we had decided, no string attached, no everyday connection or the "Goodmornings". Just sex and going out to have fun. I know, I was there. I also said yes and i won't deny it. But as the days went by us I saw who you are. I saw your tender affection for me and for one moment I thought "Why not? Maybe we can be happy together. I see something here, something for me". Everyone that saw us together thought so to. Apparently, everyone made the same mistake.
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