As I said, he mused. Dumbass.
As I read the text message on his Smartphone, hope again arose in my
heart and I felt that maybe, just maybe, my husband could work on
handling his illogical and quite manic behavior. And although the
letters on the display to me only looked like meaningless lines and dots
invented by some long bearded Greek guy years ago, the meanings of
those letters meant the world to me. They meant peace, children and
stability. These words meant hope and love and passion.
Dear Mark, you may have received an incorrect mail this morning that you
need to delete. In it, an unknown hacker claims that city funds, aimed
for withdrawal, originally favor the university alumni. The mail is a
spam and shall be regarded only as junk-mail. The mayor, in fact, is
going to raise the financial assets that benefit our campus and its
staff. So, dont worry and dont reach for your gun. Not today or any day.
Have a nice Sunday, Mark, and thanks for good work. Ishaan.
I saw Marks boss in my minds eye, his long Indian moustache twitching
and his nougat skin glowing in the morning sunlight while he wrote the
mail in the comfort of his own home, hoping to give Mark enough
willpower to overcome his choleric outbursts. Ishaan Gupta had been
chosen as University Principal because of his intellectual capabilities
and capacity, but also because of his adept way in helping people and
inspiring them to do good things and inspire other people.
Mark gazed into my eyes, his inner uneasiness subsiding like a storm
coming to a rest. We said nothing to each other, not with many words
anyway. All that had to be said was that he knew he had been wrong about
the mayor and that he had to control his violent temper in the future.
As the Sunday morning slowly turned into a Sunday noon, we kissed, stood
up, walking through our living room into a still darkened bed chamber.
Once in there, we undressed and made passionate love, rediscovering the
symbiosis of nuptial bliss. Doing so, we realized that all the
revolutionaries had been wrong. The Hippie Generation had been right.
Making love and not war was the right way to go. If physical or
spiritual, love certainly was the answer. In fact, I believed then and
there, laying there in my husbands arms, feeling his gender thrust
inside me and intensely explode his semen into my body, that there was
no such thing as physical love.
Love, always spiritual and always tender, answered every one of my
inquiries.
This inquiry had almost conjured up eternal hell.
It brought me heaven.
And the gun that lay on the living room table belonged far away from our
grasp. Mark had experienced a quick anger based on a false piece of
information and he would have made himself a criminal because of that
information. That didnt happen. Our guardian angels stopped that from
happening. In fact, we had been saved.
Could love beat corruption?
We could only wait and see.
We were making love and that was all that mattered.
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